WHY DID GOD ATTACK MY WIFE?
    The simple answer is that god wanted to stop me.
    I know that you must doubt this, after all why would god in any way be concerned about me?  But you see, I discovered something about which he didn't want anyone to know, for if they did, his reign over mankind would come to a swift end.  I discovered that two imaginary points can collide in space, and when they do, something happens!
    Two hundred years ago, theoreticians and theologians debated the great issues concerning science and religion, particularly if the true seat of god was in the heavens or in the physical realm.  At the time, an influential group of empiricists convincingly argued that the essence of all Being was in the mind.
    Today, virtually all scholars of all of the world's religions agree upon this, as did the prophets of old.  This is true of seminary teachings of the most prominent Protestant congregations.  So the matter of an imagined behavior of two points, even if only one man imagines it, carries great consequences, for indeed in the least, why do not your teachers teach this, do they not know?  And why do they not know?  Were their teachers not told about this?  Did not as well the prophets know?  Did not Buddha, Mohammed, Moses, Jesus and all the Popes of the Roman Catholic Church know?  Did not the Scholastics know?  Did not Jehovah and all the other gods know?  It seems so.
    So how can it be that only one man across the face of the whole earth knows?  Is he daft?
    Let's say that he is.
    This being the case, then we may collectively concede two points cannot collide, in both the real and imaginary.  So Mr. Berkeley, I have a question for you.  Which is more marvelous and precious, a notion that only one man can experience or a notion all creatures except for this one man, cannot experience.
    If Being stems from the mind, and no doubt when you said this, you meant god's mind, then is there not a missing part of Being in association to god's imagination, supplemented by this one man's imagination?
 
         George Berkeley was one of the three most famous eighteenth century British Empiricists (see LOCKE, JOHN and HUME, DAVID). He is best known for his motto, esse is percipi, to be is to be perceived. He was an idealist: everything that exists is either a mind or depends for its existence upon a mind. He was an immaterialist: matter does not exist. He accepted the seemingly outrageous position that ordinary physical objects are composed solely of ideas, which are inherently mental. He wrote on vision, mathematics, Newtonian mechanics, economics, and medicine as well as philosophy. In his own time, his most often-read works concerned the medicinal value of tar-water. And in a curious sense, he was the first great American philosopher.

    In asking this last question, I somehow forgot that I cannot imagine it.  Please, all of you, help me out by going to this location and find out if you cannot imagine the same, then drop me a note at P.O. Box 964, 96748, and let me know if I am not alone in my imagination.  You might save my life, for people like me have a bounty on their head, placed there by Jehovah.
 

These things I tell you did not come easily, for I was harshly treated by Jehovah, for I had eaten from the Tree of Knowledge.  Worst, I had publicly repudiated Jehovah's word.  Let me paraphrase what I am about to tell you by citing this verse from Deuteronomy 13:
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1.  If there arise among you a prophet, or a dreamer of dreams, and giveth thee a sign or a wonder........5.  And that prophet, or that dreamer of dreams, shall be put to death...

    Thus it seems, by the possible dreaming of one man someday, about points which collide, it is commanded (unbelievably and particularly in my case) that my life must be ended.  Jehovah though did not want to risk this possibility, and thus order preemptive strikes against my innocent ancestors, the first attack affecting my lineage, about which I have knowledge, occurring in a dreadful blizzard in Pennsylvania in the Winter of 1856.
    It was on the family farm when my Great Grandmother gave birth to my Grandmother, Mrs. Pete.  My Great Grandmother was very ill, and her tits dry.
    The doctor had just left, his buggy disappearing behind the falling snowflakes at dusk, as he headed down the road.   Her two older brothers just watched, as he left.
    The two boys just looked at each other, not knowing what to do.  Their father could not make home for night because of the weather.  It was very cold, late and snowing.
    The doctor had just placed the new baby on the wood pile outside, so that she would mercifully freeze, being that she was born immature and that there was no mother's milk to feed her.

[Anyone might think that this is the way things were done then, thus providing Jehovah an easy avenue to prevent my ascendancy from occurring, without drawing suspicion.]

    As you must by now know, the Cosmos is infinite, precluding all gods.  Assuredly, many gods wish this not to be known.  To prevent the dissemination of these Truths, Jehovah warned homo sapiens not to be intellectually curious*, though knowing that someday one among us might rise up to teach these things.  Jehovah also knew that he alone could not stop it, and must place his demons, as the Bible tells, into those positions of influence and affluence.
    So it was, as these demons in great number ravaged the Middle East, searching for the Devil's Child.  The time was 1937.  The time I was born.  Some historians say it was the worst year of the century.
    Before I came, and as I arrived, Jehovah knew of me.
    Since then, many times my life might have ended.  [Of course by accident in the minds of those naive.]
    In 1967, I began my study of Truth.  Because of this, Jehovah warned me coincidental to my possible demise. *
    If not enough, I faced ostracism.
    I was born stupid and small.
    In preschool years, this did not work against me.  I was shy and sweet, and everyone was good to me.  But in school, unbelievably flunking first grade, despite sixty years later giving mankind a geometry * that it had never seen before, suggests the early presence of demons.
    Jehovah could have easily placed and activated a demon in my First Grade teacher's mind, Mrs. Steckle, which caused these actions, the same way he could have placed and activated a demon inside the country doctor's mind.
    Today, I know of many people, all who affect my existence, whose behavior suddenly and temporarily becomes aberrant, behaving in ways detrimental to myself and to my sick wife's existence.   Some are family members, some are acquaintances, some are relatives, some are nurses and doctors and some are major public officials associated with my wife's care.
    The country doctor could have easily suggested to the two boys, my Uncles, to milk the cow in the barn and feed my Grandmother.
    As the doctor's carriage disappeared, they turned to the wood pile where he had placed her to freeze to death in the shoe box he placed her in, as her coffin.
    Inside, they placed her by the warmth of a potbelly stove, surrounding her little body with cotton batting inside the shoe box.
    Not knowing how to administer the warm milk, they let it drip from their little fingers.  She would not take it.
    They found a bottle of their Father's whiskey, and mixing in a small amount into the fresh, warm cows milk, she took it and lived to the age of ninety eight, always having a hankering for my father's whiskey for a nightcap.
    Where was the doctor's mind?
    It was clouded by Jehovah's demon to prevent my ascension.
    But it did not end here.
    In 1996, Jehovah launched the most cruel and evil attack of all*, sending my wife suddenly into a coma, which was followed by a twelve year sequence of assaults to finish us off.
    How you might ask, do I know that Jehovah did this.
    First, Jehovah is the ascendant god of our solar system, and perhaps even our galaxy. Thus it is his realm to act against those who do not follow him.
    Second, I can prove that he did not create the entire Cosmos, or Universe, if you like.  Thus, by this claim alone, and by my actions to follow, promulgating my belief, is sufficient in his view to stop me and punish me.
    In this accord, he might chose to do both by effectively destroying my wife's brain to only the extent that she might live so that I would have to care for her for the rest of my life.
    It is the same as to what he did to Charles Darwin, though Darwin had no suspicion as to what had happened, unlike myself who immediately understood god's warning against me.
    Thus, the stage had been set, and the attack fulfilled.
    Being there was no question in my mind that this was accidental, and a few months later when my sister in law told me that, had Buc died on that Saturday, she would have died on her godmother's birthday at the same age her godmother died from lupus.  And had Buc died on that Saturday, she would have died on a tennis court, a place where she always said she wanted to die.
    It was a clear sign, reinforced on a sad and rainy night as a sat by the hearth.  There was no fire in it;  as dreary as my heart.
    As I spoke my words up the chimney, "God, I know that you did this", returning down came distant dogs barking, and a voice, he confirming his act.
    Clearly, Jehovah had acted on his own accord as a silent assassin, but he also uses angels and demons.
    Remember the country doctor, a demon can make one make awful decisions, in this case, one that would prevent the extension of my ancestral lineage.
    Not only were demons activated in strangers, but in my older sister, who would hurt me when I was young by smashing my head hard in the door frame, an endless battering by her until I was so afraid.  I was so small, I could not defend myself against her.  Now as I am older, she stands in my sons ruination, and I and my wife's distress, perhaps our demise above all else;  she, the final barrier against us in Jehovah's plan to keep his lies secret.

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